Just before Christmas

Today is 48 hour before Xmas day, and things have been still going on as usual. However, for some people this end of the year might not be the best one to lose someone special in their life in a sudden. 
People are getting busier to prepare themselves with events, clothing, food, and other stuff.  But me, what have I been preparing?
Reflecting to last Sunday sermon which was about preparing ourselves to be ready accepting the the gifts that has already been given earlier in each of us life.  I become to wonder, what have I done this year? Did I really obey and be faithful or did my faith has been weaker and get easily distracted by a piece of cake thing. 
This xmas I want YOU to fill me up again as what you have been doing for the last 26 years of my life 
and be fulfilled by YOUR PRESENCE only.
I am excited but also expecting that things can be better next year as another life journey with big G is almost started again. YAY!!

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